Today, I sat close to my sweet husband, I held his hand as we partook of the sacrament, listened to the talks, and sang the hymns during a wonderful sacrament meeting.
As soon as the closing prayer was finished, I grabbed my piano music and headed to primary.
When I'm playing the piano, I always sing the words to the songs I'm playing (usually in my mind)
Today as I played, I fought back tears as the weight of the past 4 months really hit me. (Totally random.)
As I played piano and the primary children sang, I continued to fight tears as the weight of it all really hit me. "I almost wasn't here for any of this. Holding Jason's hand, going to church with my family, playing piano, singing hymns and primary songs. I almost wasn't here for any of it."
I am so grateful for my family. All the stress they cause, all the struggles of life, and I'm so grateful that Jason listened to the prompting to brush his teeth in the "middle of the night". I'm glad I'm here for this crazy thing called "life".
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